I'm just a little disappointed in myself. I want everyone to tell me how they are doing, how life has been treating them, if their day has been well... but secretly I don't want anyone to tell me any of this unless the answer is wonderful, perfect, and well. I don't have the energy any more to hear about how bad someone's day was... to give insight into questions or concerns... to be someone else's shoulder to lean on...
And I see this change in myself and I absolutely hate it.
I don't know if I have ever been this exhausted.
Now my replacement is onboard... she is very diligent and cool - Amy's her name. We've started sharing the work load which is a huge relief to me.
Tonight is cheese roll night in the main dining room - Kirsty's fiance (assistant matrie'd is going to bring us some to my cabin :)
I'm going to BED!
